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Nemmy
14 December 2010 @ 01:48 pm
I have nothing to post, I just wanted to use this icon cause it's pretty awesome XD Done by http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sefeiren/

Working from home today cause it was cold and somewhat icy, so I was just like, forget about it~

Had an emo moment earlier as well but I'm alright. Just thinking how it's the first time in a while I haven't had the fun of hunting down gifts for a mate and planning a visit for that week I have free. Cest la vie~
 
 
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Nemmy
13 December 2010 @ 09:10 am
The Giants were supposed to play the Vikings yesterday afternoon but with all the crazy snow going down the team got stranded at the airport XD So that was fine, they were just gonna postpone the game, but then this happened:



I find it amusing how that happened, can be amazed by it since no one got hurt or anything. I guess it shows those weird inflatable roofs over a stadium aren't really that strong XD Though I mean, with all the snow I'm sure they get in Minnesota, kind of surprising it took this long to happen o.o

So now the teams will actually play their game in Detroit tonight, and the NFL is giving out free tickets to anyone who goes to the game to make sure they have a crowd I guess =p
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Nemmy
10 December 2010 @ 07:53 pm
So today I finally canceled my account to the game, it was about time seeing as how I've been paying for it and haven't played in months ^^;

It was tough to do though, had a lot of good times in that game. It's something I started playing in college... played the game through two relationships... met an amazing group of people online in the game that I quested and farmed and shot the breeze with all the time. All the noobs I helped, the idiots I butted heads with.. I'll miss them all, miss what I had in that game, really the only reason I haven't played is cause everyone slowly moved on. The countless failures, then the moment of success and accomplishment, getting my first NM drop, the trains of mobs I would collect when I wasn't being careful, haha.

I was hoping to have a similar experience in joining FFXIV but that game has just been a massive disappointment, didn't have any of the aura of the old game, in fact SE sent an email out to subscribers apologizing for it being so sucky, haha.

Wonder what I'll get into next. And don't say WoW, never going to bother with that game, I'll keep waiting for one that'll catch my interest.
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Nemmy
05 December 2010 @ 05:38 pm
Every year I always get that week between Christmas and New Years off so I really wanted to do something this time, looks like I may drive up to Canada to spend a few days with draconic_mith and his friends ^^ Probably gonna spend a day hanging out with Kaa, who goes by Draconium on FA =) I think we may end up going to Toronto for the New Year's celebrations as well, should be a really good time =D It may seem like I'm going to a lot of places lately but really, not traveling to england saves me so much money, lol.

I don't know if I mentioned this here or not yet, buuuut there is a pretty entertaining game out there that you can get for free, called Vindictus, anyone looking for something new to play should give it a shot! http://vindictus.nexon.net/ DID I MENTION IT'S FREE?! NO EXCUSES NOT TO TRY! ( unless your PC sucks I guess >.> )

I've also started watching a new anime series recently called Fairy Tail, it's a good blend of being amusing and then serious, basically it's about a guild of wizards who have their own powers and quirks, naturally they end up going to fight evil and all that stuff but it's well done, and one of the main characters has magic of the Fire Dragon and that makes me all happy XD If anyone is curious to see it I can open up my FTP server for ya! Poke me!

Oh, one more thing! Please please please do not surprise me with any gifts, warn me so that I can get something for you too >.>
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Nemmy
02 December 2010 @ 08:13 pm
PSA  
Attention to everyone who thinks they are too good for me

FUCK
YOU

Sincerely,
~Nemmy
 
 
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Nemmy
30 November 2010 @ 01:19 pm
Almost there~ (that's what she said)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

o.O;
-_-
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Nemmy
29 November 2010 @ 02:22 pm
o.o

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1) Cuddling/Kissing/Belly Rubs/etc ( depends on the context of when they happen and with who though, I'm not that bad that they're automatic >_> )
2) Nice looking lingerie/underwear
3) May be weird, but I like a nice, subtle musky scent for both guys and girls
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Nemmy
28 November 2010 @ 06:04 pm
Almost ready for the 4 day weekend! I'm starting it off by going to the Devils game tonight :D

But yeah, here's the meme

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1) Tobacco smoking/chewing/whatever - There's nothing remotely nice about that smell and I sure as hell don't want to be kissing someone who tastes like tar >_>
2) Irresponsibility, being a 'rebel without a cause', trying too hard to be cool, etc
3) Bad hygiene, someone who doesn't take care of their body.
4) Fear of living life and doing everyday things.

Bonus: New York Rangers fans and people who drink my coffee
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Nemmy
27 November 2010 @ 06:59 pm
Almost ready for the 4 day weekend! I'm starting it off by going to the Devils game tonight :D

But yeah, here's the meme

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Ok, I'm not going to answer this in a list. My family means a lot to me. My friends mean a lot to me. It's pretty cut and dry really, if we get along well then you probably mean a lot to me, perhaps more so than you may think, but I have a hard time really saying that I appreciate everything someone does for me. You guys who have been around, I love you all, truly <3
 
 
Nemmy
24 November 2010 @ 02:11 pm
Almost ready for the 4 day weekend! I'm starting it off by going to the Devils game tonight :D

But yeah, here's the meme

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

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Nemmy
23 November 2010 @ 08:21 am
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

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Nemmy
22 November 2010 @ 12:26 pm
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

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Nemmy
So like, December is just around the corner, lol, I need to finalize the purchase of these tickets so that I can get us all in the same section as some other friends who have already purchased their tickets.

I need absolute confirmations from everyone who showed interest and what the ceiling is as far as what you're willing to pay. And if anyone else is interested, now is the time to let me know!

The game will be on Thursday, 1/13/11, against the Edmonton Oilers

So far the following folks have shown interest

Bakel
Onisyra
Pan
Madame
Raz
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Nemmy
21 November 2010 @ 09:19 pm
Back in my den now after spending the weekend with Bakel and Oni =) Was pretty laid back, like an extended period of hanging out but I had a good time, always nice to get away for a bit. Did some gaming, watching some anime and movies, including Afro Samurai (which was good but really confusing and weird at times), Law Abiding Citizen, Jackass, that Dr Horrible's Sing Along thing XD I also helped Bakel make his ragu pasta sauce that he's always bragging about and I have to say it was pretty damn tasty, definitely something I will be stealing from him. Oh, went to see the new Harry Potter flick as well which was pretty decent. And today we had hibachi before they ditched me at the airport =(

I missed everyone's 10 day things, lol, got a lot of catching up to do. Gotta do mine as well but think I'll wait till tomorrow (I'm sure you're all so sad not to see another entry on that)

So now it's just a 3 day work week, woot! Thanksgiving will be at my apartment again, I'm making a pumpkin pie, a buttermilk pie, chocolate chip mint cookies, and the ham :O
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Nemmy
18 November 2010 @ 11:25 am
MFF did not come to fruition but I shall still be going away this weekend to visit Oni and Bakel again in Michigan~ I wanted to get away for a bit and they're kind enough to have me again so I'm looking foward to it ^_^ Leaving early in the afternoon tomorrow, I'll be around more now that my phone actually isn't a plastic shell of suck anymore XD Feel free to call or txt me if you really need something, email works too since I get it to my phone right away! I'll be back on Sunday otherwise =)

And now for the meme, part 2

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day two: I don't know what sort of things I'm supposed to mention, probably things that give insight to what kind of person I am though.

1) I'm an army brat, when I was very young my dad was still part of the army and, because of that, we moved around constantly. This may seem like a fun thing but to a young kid I was constantly saying goodbye to friends, the worst time being when we left Virginia when I was in 2nd grade. I think that's always stuck with me and hampered my ability to be open and outgoing from the start.

2) I put on a strong face here in the fandom when, in reality, I'm actually quite lonely irl and wish I had more friends closer to home. I think this goes back to #1, I mean, I'm not hard to get along with, I had a blast in college, met so many people, but now we're all scattered again and I don't know where else to open up to folks.

3) I'm seriously contemplating possible places to move to. New Jersey, at least this area, has really turned into an overcrowded mess of a place to live. I can't even breathe anymore, the main avenues around town are full of commuters constantly. No one gives a damn about anyone else either.

4) I get jealous too easily lately. I see people going out of their way for their mates and it makes me look back on my relationships and realize just how one sided everything was. I know I shouldn't feel like that but yet I wonder what I did to not deserve someone who cares about me as strongly as i care about them.

5) Winter makes me crabby and irritable, please don't take it personally. I thrive on sunlight and warmth so this season just saps all the physical and mental energy from me sometimes.

6) I love traveling, it's something I wish to do more often, to visit more friends or attend more cons or to just get away. If anyone would want to put up with a red dragon in their home sometime let me know. And vice versa, I do love to have guests staying at my den, I love to cook for them and to shower them with coffee or booze ^_^ So I mean it when I say if anyone ever wants to come around the area, feel free to stay at my den.

7) I'm attracted to men and women, that's never going to change, but in the end I've decided I really need to be with a woman to feel comfortable. It's not that I'm scared about acceptance or that I'm turning my back on the gay community as some have suggested, it's just my own damn feeling.

8) I work full time as a software developer, I do usually enjoy my job though, as with anything, it can be annoying and stressful sometimes. The most irritating thing, though, is that work keeps me from dedicating time to connecting with people, even after work I feel too tired to bother sometimes.

9) I think that, more than anything else right now, I just want to feel loved again.

I don't know if these were good items or not, if anyone has more probing questions by all means give me a poke, I'll answer if I feel comfortable with you.
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Nemmy
17 November 2010 @ 10:44 pm
I keep seeing this go around, I guess I'll give it a go too. Though I doubt I'll do it in 10 consecutive days, I'll do it whenever I can, lol

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day one:

1) Dude, I know what you've said behind my back, I'm aware of your poisonous aura, and many more people are waking up to it as well. So stop acting like I'm still your buddy, if you want to spend your life being an ass to everyone then I want no part of knowing of you anymore.

2) I know the prospect of being single again is scary but the road you're going down is never going to work out, there are countless good men out there, don't cling so desperately to one who has hurt you so badly.

3) I've enjoyed talking to you more often and I do like you, I want to get to know you better but I'm worried about doing something stupid, so I'm kinda paralyzed about it at the moment. Nothing against you, I just haven't been in this situation for like, ever.

4) I wish I had made a move when I had a chance, I still kick myself every now and then that I didn't.

5) Hanging out with you was great, I hope you will open up to me more in time as I would love to share stories with you and earn your trust.

6) You're a good person, more people would like you if opened up to them a bit more. Don't be so hard on yourself and assume that people think the worst about it, hiding on the sidelines won't change anyone's opinion.

7) I'm trying to be more friendly with you again but some things you say are just so ridiculously awkward that I don't know what else to say so I just go afk. I wish you could have more normal conversations more regularly.

8) Stop being so over analytical about everything, I just said hello and was going to have some small chat with you but omg you always whine that people never talk to you. Maybe it'll hit you one day that perhaps it's quite awkward to always talk about that.

9) You're fun to hang out with but man you need to talk about more jovial things, I like to listen but eventually I just run out of useful things to say.

10) I wish you would've searched your heart and your soul a bit deeper instead of just accepting what he fed to you before you pushed me away. I don't think you'll ever understand how much you hurt me. I still don't understand why it went down the way it did, when everything seemed so perfect.
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Nemmy
13 November 2010 @ 10:47 am
Sup?  
Haven't touched up on things lately, things have been alright for the most part, had a bit of a set back last week but I'm ok now, thanks to those who were supportive of me... again, lol

As of yesterday, I've completed 4 weeks at the gym o_o Maybe I'm just fooling myself but I think I do see a bit of change in my upper body, slight, but something! It feels good to be doing something either way, a nice change of pace from what I usually do after work. I think I need to start working on abs a bit too, my routine ignores them but they're something I'd like to look a little better too, maybe I can do some ab exercises on off days now. Even if I was a bit emo last week this whole stint has me feeling a lot better about myself overall ^^

I got a new phone finally as well! The G2, which is one sexy piece of hardware. It doesn't have the largest screen of the current generation but it is blazingly fast, like, my G1 felt like it struggled to do everything, the G2 is just like yeah I got this, when are you gonna challenge me? The thing I really like most about it is the Swype key entry feature when using the virtual keyboard, you basically drag your finger around the keys to form words, it is very smart and has like a 90% success rate on knowing exactly what you wanted. It even learns things, so of course my phone knows rawr already :p

Beat Dragon Age: Origins last week as well! I then downloaded the Witch Hunt DLC which was such a let down, omg XD When you finally get to the conclusion it's like... what? I'm done? o_O Nothing was settled or closed! Oh well, the main game was amazing, though my computer complained a lot during the final battle with all those NPCs runnin around, lol.

Cons.. well I was thinking of MFF, well, not really MFF but more like hanging out with Oni and Bakel, but I dunno now, it's pretty pricey just to fly out for a weekend. I'll be like a 5th wheel anyways if they plan on hanging out with Mir and Arkhanis most of the time. I'm much more eager about FC, that con is shaping up to be amazing ^^ I should throw this out here while I remember, but there is a Sharks home game during the convention, I think I have about 5 people who want to go, would anyone else be interested? :o I need to look into buying the tickets soon, so let me know! It is friday night, against Edmonton.

And finally, speaking of Edmonton, the Devils got their first home win of the season against them last night XDD It's like, fucking finally, man they've been very disappointing but I hope this will turn things around. It's only Edmonton they beat but hey, gotta start somewhere.. also, Kovalchuk was the one who redeemed himself with the winner in overtime. So to compensate for my last post which was him looking retarded, here's one of him looking soooo much better :D



Ok, done rambling! Take care XD
 
 
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Nemmy
11 November 2010 @ 03:31 pm
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Nemmy
10 November 2010 @ 11:34 am


Seriously, just, looks bloody amazing @_@ With lackluster showings from metroid, zelda, and pokemon lately I think the monster hunter franchise may soon become my favorite o_o

Sorry for those folks that watch both me and Zy, but this is too awesome and deserves the double post!
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Nemmy
08 November 2010 @ 11:25 pm
Not referring to the entry, but it appears to be my role in life lately. I'm just that guy who is always around that fills in for a few good moments here and there and then I'm forgotten thereafter when someone else shows up. I thought I was doing well and here we go again on the verge of snapping, I can't take it anymore, I can't enjoy anything anymore. Every time it feels like I can open up to someone they turn tail and run and I'm not the type of bloke that it just bounces off of without hurting me. I don't get it, I really wish I knew what was wrong with me, and don't say nothing cause there are fucking plenty of things.
 
 
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Nemmy
04 November 2010 @ 09:52 pm
So before I forget, it is nearing that time of year again and I have to ask if anyone would like to exchange cards for the holidays again ^_^ Those I've sent one to before should already be on my list, but if your address is different then let me know!

So yeah, rawr o.o
 
 
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Nemmy
01 November 2010 @ 10:05 am
Gonna ramble on about Furfright, which I think should be called Furawesome instead but that's besides the point!

Cut for you folks who whine when you have to scroll a bit extra =p

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Nemmy
28 October 2010 @ 11:01 am
Was a weird one o.o

Twas flying in a plane somewhere, I don't even know where, plane suddenly has to make an emergency landing on some body of water. I happen to be sitting in that emergency exit seat so I take it upon myself to get to work opening up the door.

Then some annoying person I knew back at school chimes in, starts babbling to me about the Devils and why they suck and what they need to do to turn things around, all the while everyone else is like, you know, waiting to get out of a sinking plane XD I just ignore him, get the door open, everyone gets out. And the final detail I remember is that for whatever reason the fuselage of the plane looked more like a trailer of an 18 wheeler with wings sticking out, ie, something with no aerodynamic engineering whatsoever o_O
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Nemmy
26 October 2010 @ 01:48 pm
Tis all I can think about during this week of work, not that anything particularly exciting is planned for me at the con but I'm just looking forward to getting out of Jersey a few days and having a good time. I don't even know who I'm gonna be hanging out with, lol, probably whoever has coffee and/or beer. I mean I know a few folks going but no one I'm really tight with, so I'll probably be bouncing about o.o Plan is to make brownies and chocolate chip mint cookies to bring and, even though the Devils are blowing chunks, I'll have my jersey on with the name Nemmy on the back.

So yeah, I'll be gone for the most part friday-sunday, plan to get back not too late on sunday.
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Nemmy
24 October 2010 @ 05:51 pm
So, outside of the episode of cramps on the first day, I'd have to say my first week of working out was quite a success! My body was pleasantly sore all the while, not terribly so, so I think I am on the right track o.o It feels good to go out and do something, I already feel better about myself, more energetic ^^

Other topic is not so cool though, I feel like I may have been led on somewhat and though I ate it all up like the desperate person I was a while ago, my eyes have opened and I have to say it's not cool. I'm getting too old to play these games, you either have an interest in me or you don't, I'm not going to be anyone's fallback, I'm better than that and if it just means waiting longer for someone who truly likes me then so be it! No more desperate Nemmy, I feel good about things now so kiss my big red arse~